“Cee Cee do you love me?” ….Of Course I love me! ( Yes I did answer myself..lol) Well we all have become familiar with Drake’s ‘In My Feelings’ song… There is NO dance for how I feel! Instead I am going to challenge myself silently to deal with the issues and circumstances that plague my mind.
Wellllllllll………… for blogs sake, I can get out of my feelings and use my imagination a little bit. 😉 If I had to place a dance based on how I feel, it would be the ‘Erk & Jerk!’ (Old School wit` it) LOL. Seriously, it is necessary for me to stay humble and continue to trust God. Many aspects in life can seem cruel, but deep inside my loins, I know that all things work together for His Good.
Chronic neck/back/neurological pain is NO JOKE!! I have been suffering with back pain now for over 2 years, and now MY NECK! Pain is subjective, and unfortunately the most commonly judged. There are billions of people with hidden issues that say they are in pain for many reasons. Addictions, Attention, Psychological, Emotional, and for many other ulterior intent. (GET HELP!)
I want to bring into Awareness, of Non-Judgement. Not one person within our species could see, read or measure another persons heart. The people who habitually judge against another, please Stop! You are radiating darkness that only heightens negativity, not only within your own reality, but this sickness then drips out effecting others. *BLAH*
Yes! I am “In MY Feelings” about Pain, but it’s bigger than the pain that I am feeling. It is bigger than You or Me. The Trust, Compassion, Kindness, & Joy that I soulfully experience is confirmation of this reality each and every day!! Pain is something that is happening to my body. I have to remind myself this daily…maybe even hourly.. lol( For Real) I cannot allow whatever my flesh endure to alter My Universal Perspective that is Divinely driven. The darkness is tricky y’all. It roams through the air , lurking to taint, abuse, and manipulate hearts and minds alike. When evil strikes unconsciously, it leaves behind waves of suffering, misery, and pain…….
CHOOSE THE LIGHT! Through Prayer, Faith, Mediation, Positive Thinking, and continuously striving to be the best person YOU can, in spite of…………. is the weaponry to Win This Fight!
So, I ask You Today to place your name before the, ‘do you love me’, and honestly answer that question…..
If there’s any hesitancy or your answer is No??? I challenge you to take start the journey of tapping into your own light source ( Spirit), Forgive, and Heal the reasons why. We have an unknown amount of Time in this life. Our lives are Purposeful and Abundant. The darkness is tricky, but there is still NO competition against the inspiration-filled spectrums of Light!
Cee Cee Robinson-Gary